'Benicio Del Toro' the object of my fantasy!
Today while mentioning his name 5 times in as many minutes: I'm sure my friend was exaggerating, as it was only the once. She said that having a celeb crush was a sure fire sign that I wanted love in my life.
It's got me thinking, and not about BDT.
I'm happily single and have been for many years. Love (of the lustful kind) and relationships are just too much hassle and I'm happy with my stress free, busy, single life. So why do people presume that saying I'm happily single is just a cop out and I'm really craving for it deep down.
Why can't someone say they are happily single and mean it.... and why can't a woman of my age look at a celeb and think corrr, he's a bit of alright. Without others thinking I'm sad and lonely.
He's my first since the age of 13 when I was madly in love with David Cassidy. In my mind it's just harmless fancying the pants of someone from a distance, and very healthy. At least I know the 'love/passion light' is still burning bright and I'm very capable of feeling 'it'.
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